littlenemoonhbo.tumblr.com

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrBScQpQfRpynv3ibha19ug/videos

The suburbs era of little nemo on Hbo until 2016. Then reflektor era until 2020.

fearsexdream.diaryland.com Sorry updating in Blog chaos magic.

fashionoccupy.blogspot.com

littlenemoonhbo.tumblr.com

Okay my disability money should be okay and I am disabled.
2015/16 update and I can barely type and doctors have yet to know Why.
So far it's neurological.
I blame (D)dimensions

Updating my age at fashionoccupy.blogspot.com Tumblr On: at littlenemoonhbo.tumblr.com

This website I'm using as an updater. I don't want to face my bad teetg but have to. littlenemoonhbo.tumblr.com
is like my permanent blog now. I'm on my way back to Grand Central and age:31


fashionoccupy.blogspot.com

Occupy wallstreet.

My world is alot like 'the Last Man on Earth'
2015/16
(2)

littlenemoonhbo.tumblr.com




2015/16 productionS

Anna's birthday

littlenemoonhbo.tumblr.com


I don't know I summon Michael Hutchence alot who is the angel Michael in my religion.I've explained my deal alot in theoccupyfashion.blogspot.com
I'm an artist/Occupy/School of Visual arts alumni.
I don'T know I guess the Ghost world is called Little nemo on hbo that I live in.@31 /32.
2015Orgyweek/16
Oct21 , 2015

Dear thing,
I will show them I'm crazy and I belong in jail or an institution. I am learning to stay still to make my esoteric daddy proud.
We've go the vision now let's have some fun.

I succeeded on this entry for the devil. Oh thing that talks to me people must think I'm crazy. I said the devil. Your middle America society. Marry me to one woman. I'm two people one wants to fuck and one would get married.

caffeine pills and 25th street. I'll get shot in the bronx 2015

dear thing- send me back now with my medication to the film industry. I need to return there so I can beat those levels on little nemo on hbo so I can work in porn and make my 40s porn. I hate every hour I have slept in my life.

my 40s will be for pussyfucking

Dear thing

Whoah-fix ghosts in Chaos magick you just figuring out Fuel??? Like maybe now you think of this. 

notebooks 

fearsexdream.diaryland.com 

fashionoccupy.blogspot.com

littlenemoonhbo.tumblr.com

MGMT - Indie ROKKERS2015 productionS

Now I exit my word of homelessness. But it was MY world. I ran away from the film industry. You can call homelessness Occupy but I had my own world but I need to return to film. I have my own feelings about this and I liked my little world but I need to return to film.
My ghosts will get me there despite the entity that wants to tell me that PEOPLE no see me- because I'm raising things as a fucking DADDY. Like I won't meet people because I bite my hand,
no thing I will meet people without headaches and even if I bite myself because I am a t.v. show and I am made to meet people. Because I will reach fame regardlessly and it does not have to be for something deep, I will (7) do it in the name of Anna Gripentrog.
Because you took my girlfriend but MY flag exists on H.b.o. Girls season 3 poster.
And nobody will ever have to know that it's her and I like it like that.
Because I will return to people and you will return me my prescription and my pill and I will leave this shitty shelter because life is a game. with my s.s.d. money and make my way back to the game of people. You may have eaten my friends with this artwork that summons a Ghost world with a little nemo on Hbo productions but I will meet new people on my living mission. In memory of those I loved and waited to meet.

littlenemoonhbo.tumblr.com

These big machines called computers. amorc.com2015

I summon the New York City Masonic lodge next door on 6th avenue/west 23rd street

please worship your local illumanti so they don't exit you from their law.
Masons I think I've got some woman who's a preacher or something from another (D)dimension following me.
Rosicrucians help me 2015/16
back To the future 2

Hate will guide me. The pathway of the mastronardi.

I don't know why the ghost want to get me angry. Gilda radner here today, the most famous ghosts are here. But another (D)dimension tells me that their version of me was better at a Harvard.
And one person tells me that shit but I don't believe in ivy league just my art school,
and hitting that big Youtube number in the sky because my disability took away years of my life.
But atleast I hid from anna gripentrog. I just need the doctor to give me back my script and I can go back to work. Little nemo on Hbo is made of the best ghosts I pray you don't believe talk to me.
In a world of atheism I would never want you to believe me.
Half the time I just think I'm talking to the government which would be the same thing @ 31
youtube.com/forecastmazyfilms
was the black mirror
youtube.com/caitinrodriguez1214
and I did the suburbs in that one.

I summon Phil hartman today, and Chris farley to my 25th street shelter and Dennis Hopper and Brittany Murphy to fix my world (3) months until the year I call Brittany Murphy 32. And hopefully I don't join the dead. One entity told me today I can't get famous because I wouldn't be able to daddy weird things/ghosts that think I'm daddy b/c I don't talk to people.
I just want my pill and to make it through my filming missions I'll make my way to the fame and new people on my show for the sake of it I just need teeth. Even dentures need people cameos on the Visual Axis.

2015-16 dashes STARs on Domino Sugar punkrocker Little Nemo on H.b.o. ProductionS my life by Ghosts

@31Act2 I feel like when I write on tumblr I'm writing on my crush.
Theoccupyfashion.blogspot.com
(My LIFE story is the blog. Check it- if you care about a Lena Dunham femminist fan of H.b.o. Girls School of Visual Arts film school graduate neurological problems background and really sometimes I CAN'T even admit I did the chaos magick for a occupy or (homeless if we take out that word) experience to honor my father Gunnar Agerholm who was dieing of cancer. DEEP down I think these were my subconcious reasons for Season:2 It's 5 of Little Nemo on H.b.o. were I went occupy or homeless in Williamsburg, Brooklyn to honor my father amongst Williamsburg graffiti art on a mattress with for some moments no phone! Oh that man's Danish soul I love you adopted father.

This blog is now my lifeline for my chaos magick timeline and also linked via
littlenemoonhbo.tumblr.com
A blog of Occupy Fashion
(oh the irony my Ghosts say since my universe is little nemo on Hbo)

I have alot of chats with my ghosts
Youtube.com/forecastmazyfilmsc


fashionoccupy.blogspot.com

caitlinrodriguezhusband.blogspot.com

youtube.com/caitlinrodriguez1214


mystpower (books)


fashionoccupy.blogspot.com


theoccupyfashion.blogspot.com

fearsexdream.diaryland.com

My conditions made (2)  (2)   me quit smoking unwillingly and I will start again.  2015




fashionoccupy.blogspot.com

Abc

Need to update my age with this internet magic as quickly as possible I still think I'm 24


fearsexdream.diaryland.com


fashionoccupy.blogspot.com




Mother still alive.
S.e.l.2015/16

Another entry at a local store. Please fuck mother buy me an Apple for Xmas. I am 31 and logging this. (.)

Sometimes my fingers can't type. I had an interesting conversation with Michael hutchence today, I'm writing this in the Best buy.


fearsexdream.diaryland.com

forecastmazy.livejournal.com

forecastmazy.diaryand.com

fashionoccupy.blogspot.com


I'm adding together my age with my blogs in Chaos Magick some sort of 90s Reality hacking. Sometimes I fall asleep unwillingly because my doctor take my medication from me.

I officially summon Steve Jobs again for 2016

And I thought I'd do it on the internet. Need doctor to fix himself and give me my prescription back I don't understand how one can say NO to narcolepsy enabled without Adderall.

Jesus on the cross is a metaphor for death 2015/orgy week/2016

Sometimes I think I don't exist. I had my first beer in a  mass amount of time and I have problems finding Adderall sometimes so I live in a limbo from beers because my body can't consume things without my medication. Why can't I spell hannachah

Hands on my Dick

2015. I miss anna. I wish I had Adderall to make better art/didn't have to use her name for Chaos magick artwork. But I did. My entire life has to link/with Ghosts and sadly I'm seriously. It's like being an electronic Wiccan and calling it Universalist. (2015) )

I have taken my 2nd Rhisperdol of the day and the hands really hurt. They feel like hands of other people are CUTTING my insides of my groin muscle. It's worse than I can ever imagine and incredibly de-humanizing. But the doctor gives me a 14 day script and a 3 week appointment so I don't get what this guy is trying to tell me since these conditions come back without this shit.

I believe Lady gaga's great grandparents support my art in energy

If you are ever selling Adderall my number is 203-909-8766 (2)

I'm so trainned in negative thinking even now I think their lieing to me even though the government has promised this before sorta and come through

This first time world could make sense in long time since I am disabled truly and it has taken my teeth (2)

I got s.s.d. I thank all the spirits and soilders in another (D)imemsion amd annas in other (D)imensions and gunnar agerholm's 275 Lakeside drive house and computer programmers and entity named Pete who run the School of Visual Arts church of Silver Tiles under p.m. Nirvana Sept 21, 1991 Smells Like Teen Spirit and I thank Kurt Cobain and Phil Hartman. I pray to alot of spirits in my universalism including Steve Jobs (4)

s.s.d. decision made will have to return to these people.


Past blogs:
@Occupy wallstreet
caitlinrodriguezhusband.blogspot.com

Cant type without medication trying to read Brooklyn magazine xMas issue 2015

@31

My mind is literally updating itself from 24 to 31. I can't believe I have reached this age. I need more Koreana cinema from 42nd street amc. This is happiness- I wish I wasn't American. Vote Hillary Clinton 2016

My friend's phone has been disconnected I think he killed himself afront a St.jude cross (Genesis)@31 now I'm out of friends to talk nothing about @31 and he believed in Jesus


forecastmazy.diaryland.com

fearsexdream.diaryland.com

fashionoccupy.blogspot.com

Hands condition are a problem. don't want to give my rhisperdol to these awful people to give to me at the shelter them having my medication means i'm a nigger. Need another free movie pass from them for next movie day. I am in pain.

Williamsburg, brooklyn (Somebody must have TAKEN out my Ghost Profile before...) 2015

Now google finds me to be spam. I don't even understand any of this shit everything I do represents death like my profile could be death at anytime. I need to log point my mind.

And for my Ghosts .. too...


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZQ9hLOHj8ag

Sometimes to promote on google I have to use the Best buy.The ones on 14Th street where Darla burtnik's picture was no longer really have working internet. Sometimes my upper lip sniffs my nose and makes me look ugly. These are the gross observations of Christopher mastronardi at 31.
Sadie saxton is from U.s. government I get people into my world from watching movies and they help restore me. Somebody makes people move. Somebody made them move the apples upstairs at the best buy. It's okay if you don't believe me.

Tva

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrBScQpQfRpynv3ibha19ug/videos

Sometimes my conditions force me to bite myself. Sometimes my conditions are creative. Sometimes I summon ghosts with Santeria candles from the Bronx like Brittany Murphy or Frank Sinatra who's a Guardian angel for me with Lou Reed. If i go to jail I only suffer hands, the feeling of hands cutting me in my condition. I wish I could describe how sick I am. @31

forecastmazy.blogspot.com

Dr.Beckett Quantum leap GOVERNMENTS this is-Hot Dec (.) (D)imenson. I'll just call the guy I talked to earlier Dr. Beckett

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrBScQpQfRpynv3ibha19ug/videos

Chairlift - Romeo

I can barely walk, I mean the hands that feel like cum disable me, I mean it's literal and it's pretty odd it makes me bite my hand at times. It's an embarrassing thing. I live in ny, Ny you would think that finding a doctor to quick enough give me medication would be easy but I find once the B.r.c. make my original doctors for adderall go away that I'm lost in this oddity world with my current doctor. I don't even know if the insurance will pay and I'm running out of my pill. I applied for disability because I have this disability where my body bites my hand and I'm waiting to hear back from these people. I'm told crazy shit about this money-like these people sometimes deny you and you have to reapply or appeal to then please them or some crazy shit. I'll just fucking work a job-
I'm pretty sure I can work

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CncbXK6vURA


Military back pack zipper went and even though it fixed itself this worried me. So I went to buffalo exchange for a new bag.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tv9YoYCKNoE

Sometimes in the Romeo video the video game arcade reminds me of this place with video games left my port authority and all the games their that bleep as I steal magazines. I shouldn't steal because I have a record but my mind keeps racing and I need to read something modern to stay modern and I have a record because of this idea that I was on a t.v. show I used to follow.
7 years ago I broke up with my girlfriend. I have a band called 'Big c and the Turntables'

I'm working on a new album. 'Somebody put something in my drink'

I summon the Ramones all the time.
I am waiting for Section 8 housing at transitional housing shelter on 25Th street.


I am forced to be ugly with my teeth to one day be pretty.I live in shame @31 

I talk to the ghosts again they told me about esoteric and to make my way away from people. I felt sad so I will drink more in the future. Back to The future 2015

jealous, does not like you, adderall, a.d.d., adding it together, current camera. 2 years. Or (3) Act3- will be in Age34. LiTTle NeMo. on H.b.o. Peter a. Mastronardi ProductionS , little alchemy productions

$propellyouintoMaNhaTtaNp.a. The State, Disability, common people Different class

I debate whether it should be the end of me speaking to Ghosts. They have taken my prescription currently so I don't see the point of jumping ofc this ride. I don't know why I would stop if I'm this fucked. Act2-Ghosts, esoteric Pete in The suburbs and the b.r.c.

I don't know maybe if I got the section8 housing it would be easier going on. I don't know why esoteric pete is jealous of me. I am sorry this shit is real and summon Amy winehouse.
Brittany murphy runs this shit.
A harvey weinstein production

Heath ledger has run my Ghost world in Little nemo on H.b.o. since 2008 1.5 11 amy winehouse died and it really upped me up levels.

Ledger/Winehouse Productions

I hate the people and employees at the shelter I live in and am sick of people dieing in this shelter.

2015

watching 'The social network

@31

I'm waking up @ 31

youtube.com/forecastmazyfilms

and matching together my artwork.

That's Neon Bible

This is The SuBurubs era of Little Nemo on H.b.o.

Then the era is 2016-2020 RefleKtor

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_HT03hjaGII

Maybe they think I'm their parent or something b/c Ghost kids follow me. Maybe they think their PARENTS (7) Act2

I have ghosts that have me burn people I'll like and than meet them Through connection T.v. and Adderall...


@31

Replacing equipment

Please donate on paypal.com to christophermastronardi@gmail.com

If you want to help me get Panasonic equipment for Occupy Fashion/The Visual Axis (a feature of my world [Little Nemo on H.B.O.] where I explain my current reality and cover What's up) @31 next year is named 2016 Brittany murphy 32 Anna's apartment 16 Twin peaks 2016 reunion Production

@31

Sometimes I think my ghost system is broken since They've stuck me at having no teeth. Sometimes I think they want me to never talk to people again so I can talk to them and nobody else. This is an oddity. 7

@31

I did not think I'd have Ghost problems @ 31

youtube.com/forecastmazyfilms

@31

If only this was the u.k. I could be a character in the Skins. Even so being apart of Occupy wallstreet and a Democrat @31 my reality still works. Even though I though the Republican party took me hostage for 7 years and still have to electronically vote republican but DREAM my ENTIRE life of hilary clinton 2016 and ESPECIALLY in a twin peaks year.

@31

(2)

I am missing teeth @31. Act2 of Little NEmo on H.b.o. I don't know when an Act 3 will be.

There was a painter in Episode2 of the skins Gunnar.

Now my phone takes hours to charge. I think I need a new battery. And there is a some spirit I'm pretty sure that has made it so I can't stay still. (2) Really small the spirits are that do this, or CREATURES I call them. It hurts and the doctor has truly fixed this, but the new medication has me okay. Hope health insurance don't clog up. The creatures, get really excited when I type anything and attempt to stop me. Apparently, they're there to stop somebody from making their big screenplay pitch and to stop them then. So now they're there at the beginning. I'm typing this at the Apple store, still have yet to get back my computer. Had an Apple there at West Park Church where I lived on the upper west side with Theodore Mapes for about 3 years. About 2 years really. 7 years on the laptop stolen. Though everything I did was scanned electronically for a fine arts project but it's a ghost project on Little Nemo on H.b.o. It's like earning to stay still, but sometimes I wonder if the military are little I speak to and soldiers and shit. I talk to a lot of Ghosts.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pE7PwufSQUQ

I love the Skins 2015/16


youtube.com/forecastmazyfilms

Then 7 years later I awake @ 31 in a shelter that has stolen my Adderall...

Tva

The Visual axis continues despite the lose of my D.v.x./H.v.x.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrBScQpQfRpynv3ibha19ug/videos


7 years ago...

youtube.com/forecastmazyfilms

Then I entered the neon Bible, found out they Were Ghosts and they took my teeth after I created a system for them to return to the world. They implied that there was a T.v. show going on with the U.s. government. I'm talking to some sort of Ghost U.s. government IdeNt but they always think they're Vs.ing the height for my life before I was rosicrucian. I don't know, but eventually They'll have to start current year/stop versuing 9 years ago (22)


forecastmazy.blogspot.com


silvertiles.blogspot.com


myspace.com/williamsburgskittles

Ghosts-

I'm forced to do everything from base, from farting to scratching my body so my cum in the future is Base cum. Like free base hot, but it'll take years before anything I say matters. Like I will have to get false teeth and earn teeth. I can't believe these people are going to TAKE more teeth out, and then give me fucking dentures instead of implants. This would never happen at Atena Chickering.


theoccupyfashion.blogspot.com


2015

theoccupyfashion.blogspot.com

2015 review of Ghost progress. Act2- 2015@31whereisGhostTheodoremapesinJailwithAmorc(?)

2015

I don't see Why I'd have to stop practicing Magic

So I talk to ghosts? And I don't know what my condition is what the hands that feel like cum, I named it schizophrenia but my doctor says I need a neurologist to decide what the hell I have. 1/10th of cutting down the pain of my condition with rhisperdol is not enough and I need my Adderall I was on for a decade before the symptoms started.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJS3xnD7Mus

bathrooms

Sometimes I have to change in bathrooms on my H.b.o. (2015) marathon. If I have to earn teeth than I'll light it up in the year 2027... just RETURNING work to return to living in a bar. Kitty Genovese was a bar manager. So she understands I'll be THAT guy always living @23. It's literal, because it's my lucky number. I am so pissed abut Health first not paying for fucking implants. And you know there's no way to work at Buffalo Exchange with these teeth. My life is on pause because of eieicoocoo


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJS3xnD7Mus

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJS3xnD7Mus

Oh Deborah, who's a ghost who is Apart of Little Nemo on H.b.o. Production (!)


A CAITLIN RODRIGUEZ PRODUCTION 2015

2015

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yuTMWgOduFM




The SuBurbs journey of losing / Peter a. Mastronardi

after finding


A world without my daddy's money after the Gupta's have disappeared who adopted me.
(My boggolity of schizophrenia or a Quadraphenia of Ghosts)

Pretend you never went to school -

The Stories of Christopher Mastronardi at the B.r.c. (watching the roaches who climb the wall - if you called your Dad he could stop it all - if he Gave you money at Palmetto Rd.) [If /after the Erasure rays/Satellite are gone]:


fashionoccupy.blogspot.com


@31 The journeys of Christopher Mastronardi shoplifting with Ghosts from the East Village

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yuTMWgOduFM

@31/32 (2)  

I will have to sit about after getting my MEMORIES erased. I'm @31. They had to start my journey to pussy somewhere. At any age I will return despite what the Ghosts have done to my teeth.

@31/32 - Dentures and the horror of dentures Act 2- I wanna sleep with common 18 year olds at any age.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yuTMWgOduFM

Pulp - Different Classes turns 20 - Democrat 23. I can't get a job because of my teeth @31/32. Brittany murphy died for 32. What exactly do you do for the Encore of 1.5 (?) The B.r.c.? @31

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JXbLyi5wgeg

@31 It took 7 years to reach LiTTle NeMo on H.b.o.

I don't know how to go back. I mean to the human world, I have spent sooo much money on the Ghosts. I mean, it's really horrible. I don't know, but @31 they're Ghosts and I have a ghost stealing system.


fearsexdream.diaryland.com


youtube.com/forecastmazyfilms

Then 7 Years later... I end up in
The SuBurBs era of Little Nemo on H.b.o.

@31

fashionoccupy.blogspot.com


2015

The Force Awakens @ 31 save point Productions. All of this saves my Ghosts in Chaos magick

My condition is briefly held down. It's a feeling of seeing hands as sleek and they feel like cum. It's embarrassing and I have described it in detail. My doctor gives me a pill that cuts it down by 1/10th I pray they will up it and return me to my Adderall. This is my tale and attempt to continue filmmaking despite schizophrenia. I have a degree from School  of Visual Arts 2008.

7 Years later...



I would like to return to my D.v.x.100b level. I am behind on current Panasonic and ashamed. At times I have PROBLEMS reading because I don't have my pill Adderall. Only on Adderall can I write.


youtube.com/forecastmazyfilms


youtube.com/caitlinrodriguez1214


forecastmazy.blogspot.com


silvertiles.blogspot.com

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Kg3YXoyRMM

@31. I will have to face I missed Gunnar Agerholm's death in 2009. This man was my father. I still cannot face this years later. I am haunted by this and talk to his Ghost. But I believe this Danish man from N.y./C.t. hears me. We have the same idea of the New York Metropolitan Area.



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Kg3YXoyRMM

I have no choice but to add together the Chaos magic. I wish this was deeper but these aren't meant to be deep. My doctor is fucking around and giving me strattera and rhisperdol until I get to a neurologist. I need fucking adderall I've been on it for a decade my symptoms are up by 3 without it.

H.b.o. Girls S.3

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrBScQpQfRpynv3ibha19ug/videos

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jc5PaUMGfTk

A Caitlin Rodriguez Production 2015 2015

Creepy Frank sinantra guy.And The Agerholms have moved. Which fucks up my chaos magic and I am on pause. Dusty you in there? What a creepy 2015 year. And I'm always faced with nervousness.

Act2- What the fuck is @31Productions for ForecastmazyFilms

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cye-1RP5jso

Two years after the Agerholms move.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j5UQuVVKIg4

Still loving Stereo.gum nothing deep to write about during this era, my Ghosts/And I log the Chaos magick from the Nemo papers I made in Williamsburg, brooklyn. Fall in

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=klm7Yv3L0yA


@31

Act2- Connecting Ghosts together at the Darla burtnik Best buy on 14Th street (which is The same thing as the Apple Store)

theoccupyfashion.blogspot.com

I talk to ghosts all day. Hands disorder in my neurology has prevented me from working. Because of this I live in shame. It's hands moving attached to my sexual cum. It is not pleasent. I have a bachelor in fine arts from a Manhattan arts school

It's an awful shelter. I need to add things together Literally, need to add together codes I got in Act2

Dec back to the future / No doubt - sixteen

Brittany murphy and her husband are ghosts that guide me through LiTTle NeMo on H.b.o. this is a ghost world I am updating end entering through promoting my old blogs. I make magic with energy from my medication to cast and connect it through casting I did in NemoPapers Productions of LiTTle NeMo on H.b.o. in Williamsburg, Brooklyn

forecastmazy.livejournal.com


fashionoccupy.blogspot.com


updating my life and ghosts to the year of Back to The future 2

Sadie sa(X)ton the Wall 2015/16 GuNnar 27572515 915Pete15 ProductionS.

fashionoccupy.blogspot.com


forecastmazy.livejournal.com



(2)


The SuBurBs


Just bringing it all together for Ghosts + I in 2015/16


Youtube.com/forecastmazyfilms


caitlinrodriguezhusband.blogspot.com


facebook.com/chrismastronardi.5



Harvey weinstein 201515 Bob bruscheur in West Park Church with Martini in Dance.

Brazilian magic dancers and cute red haired girl smokes I have a smoking fetish but Don't deserve to speak yet. @31 no Johnny.mac so doomed to Health. First dentures. Bubba.gump.Pro
Queens.15.5.Hello.kitty.725275amcoramorc15. Little claudia clock-clock b.r.c.

31 is the age to arrive in The ghost world to one day marry Enid. Whatever age that be. S.v a 08' (7) Ghost world.


fearsexdream.diaryland.com


caitlinrodriguezhusband.blogspot.com

fashionoccupy.blogspot.com


Reaching @31 Productions

Br.c. pathway. to film industry work for School of visual Arts 2008 graduate Mastronardi and Ghosts...(5:2:w.p.c.:Int e rvention:72563527515) witches (3) of Lakeside drive.

Creatures want me to not meet people. To stay away from others and have taken my teeth. I will earn my way back towards pussy. 23,000 it is so absurd to talk about this now since it's so far away. I can't see pussy arriving anytime soon for what has been done to my teeth


caitlinrodriguezhusband.blogspot.com

fashionoccupy.blogspot.com


forecastmazy.livejournal.com

I am adding together with current year the Ghosts. (2)

Act1- The school of Visual arts 2008.

I don't know why the creatures are an Act behind.

What the hell is good night actor? Viktor greene a satellite signal Russian guardian angel and my grandfather got me to this point.
My grandmother Christine is a witch and smoked Kents.

31715715811031715121115I1515? Genesis.
.level:Genesis


level:Diaries of Kade 2015

It'S NoT T.v. it'S H.b.o.

The visual axis continues as I did not recieve human compensation School of Visual Arts thesis year. Mason puzzles thrown at me

forecastmazy.livejournal.com

youtube.com/forecastmazyfilms

I put D.v.x. into Ghost World H.v.x. a Prosumer Studio 8-mm camera a cartridge 8-mm today into Ghost world of Little Nemo on H.b.o. now New York City Masonic lodge and Ghosts like Dennis Hopper can film and edit on Final Cut Pro. I hope for Apple computer soon from my mother, I'm sort of disabled until doctor fix conditions. Rhisperdol has been helpful in calming down hands condition by 1/10Th.

Art is hard like teeth of me youtube.com/caitlinrodriguez1214

Occupy Fashion I'll call it all for Theodore Mapes
and The Visual axis is when I explain

2015

s.j.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71wFUYUbtjs


forecastmazy.livejournal.com

(5/6 on verge of Season:6 Apt.16 anna's apartment/No Doubt sixteen)

The island of Manhattan talks to me and I practice magic as a Universalist. I have a lot of Ghosts that follow me and I pray to the Rosicrucians which I joined (9) years ago/the new york city masonic lodge on 6Th avenue/West 23rd Street that Phil Hartman the ghost also advertise.

I also talk to my biological father from Original (D)dimension. And require my medication to cast magic/have ENERGY to even MOVE my body since I also suffer narcolepsy.

It's not T.v. It's H.b.o. 2015 production to you

There's also a ghost of Harvey Wesintein and a Michael bloomberg in my world. If you're interested. My "producers" ended up being Ghosts. Or it's schizophrenia whatever you want to take it as.

forecastmazy.blogspot.com

silvertiles.blogspot.com

forecastmazy.livejournal.com

Vintage stolen glasses 2015 B.r.c. (...) 2015

Ghosts took me to a world where Crystals work 7 years ago. I can't believe I write in Best buys @31. Fuck me. I still worship Williamsburg, Brooklyn atleast O occupied there with my Ghosts.
47 Metropolitan Williamsburg, Brooklyn 11211

Occupy Fashion 2015

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ef70ze8B2Pc

RefLektor era of The Arcade Fire @31 Act2

Sometimes when I look at my blog or when I write about my schizophrenia it hurt too much and feels too Emo in my soul and I can't read it. I am @31 born 1984 year of Good ol' Big Brother.

B.b.17 this year. Darla @ Best buy in illumanti puzzle.

forecastmazy.livejournal.com
(A Funeral era The Arcade Fire blog)

youtube.com/forecastmazyfilms

My general art portfolio 2015 ideas for the dead and living -> towards Season6 2016 Apt.16... (H.b.o. Girls Season3) Darla/Anna illumanti messages, I wish I didn't write down shit like this about people I once knew and still love deep down. What shame it is to be me @31.

R.a.a. to you. So I fucking am missing teeth but I'm still apart of the Williamsburg, Brooklyn scene. In ghost/with ghosts I made my artwork/ghost base programming newspapers there on Beford avenue. You know, Bed, ford, like a bed is a car and Ford Keane was a nugget dealer as a kid and a bowl I had I named at 8 Berrylane Ct. when i was 18. So I still exist in my eyes.

fearsexdream.diaryland.com

Dennis Hopper linking ghosts today. I need to go to more shows.

forecastmazy.livejournal.com

youtube.com/caitlinrodriguez1214

@31 I am very scared to be alive and don't know why. I wish my psych would listen to me and cure me of this. Psychiatrists work really slow and don't really listen to anything I say and if you read all my blogs you'll know my horrid story of how my life WASTES away FORCED to sleep as I wait for the day my PSYCH prescribes me something to WAKE ME UP since my body WILL sleep 20 hours without a stimulant. But that don't mix with schizophrenia but I WAS ON MY ADDERALL before any of these symptoms of glowing hands appeared that I've named schizophrenia, so I have to see a Neurologist, it's a horrible big big love of my original pill. Horrid @31 <3 me

<3S.v.a.

The School of Visual arts Church of Silver Tiles calendar on Pause at 2500/(8) because I don't see any progress in life. 8 Means cocaine representation as always.

Al-Queada is actually a wing of filmmakers in my Ghost World of Little Nemo on H.b.o. and I'm a Democrat life-long that another (D)dimension George W. Bush watches over. Because I need someone to program my world. And I need to find the Ghost of Arun Gupta 2016. Hillary Clinton 2016. +) Happy Mutant Handbook to you. Productions

Coming into a (D)dimension is a scary rush like hang-ten in your mind. I don't suggest you ever switch (D)dimensions if you can avoid it. The arcade Fire must of Switched my (D)dimension years ago in Apt.16 (Anna's apartment) like a Decade ago. I have to update years on the Internet. I'm sadly like that.

forecastmazy.livejournal.com

youtube.com/forecastmazyfilms

2015/16

5/6

I agree with Ghost that hates shelter. I don't want it on my eye.

Once headaches in Act 1 that were Beyond man to join the Fairfield other (D)dimension military. Now hand that feel like cum only Rhisperdol can control in Act 2. Little Nemo on H.b.o. little Claudia APPROVED !

I'm sure I have a team of Ghosts to help me through the day and that the highline ghosts of the Manhattan Masonic lodge that look like the beings from Marilyn Manson - sweet dreams videos are evolving/in a e(X)odus. Collypso rules the world/Little Nemo on H.b.o. and I wonder what happened to my angel/demon from (Genesis) Tim Willis who has moved to Dallas, Texas. I wonder if he's even alive at this point. Ryan wilson died in 2011. All my friends always die. Hope he's well. Ryan was prescribed. (2) Act2-Round my your partners and live in Dallas, New York

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=98XRKr19jIE


I still have souls that follow me from 23 Lexington Avenue Apt.1401 New York, ny where I joined the Rosicrucians

-Little Nemo
(levels)





Rip Teddy Mapes
(3) years gone...

God bless Stereogum.com 2015 everyone. Happy end of the Back to The Future 2 year where they went back on my ex-girlfriend's birthday/end of Black Camelot, our lovely parties black J.f.k. Barak Obama's time in the White house.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CncbXK6vURA

Ghosts 2015 power lines and Gunnar Agerholm progress

I have to log in all Ghosts from Nemo newspapers I made in Williamsburg, brooklyn. I am currently at shitty shelter. I log in all ghosts and try in crystal magic to resurrect East village. I place crystals across from where I lived with Anna.

forecastmazy.livejournal.com

I am chaos magic logging all my blogs into @31. And 2600 programmers from Other (D)dimensions/Ghosts assist me. Best buy guard looks like Frank Sinatra. Darla picture still here and Anna on H.b.o. Girls season 3 Mets in World Series against Cubs in  Back TO the Future year. Where Cubs win world Series in 2 and curse over.

-Little nemo
(levels)


Still using 47 Metropolitan williamsburg, Brooklyn 11211 even though it no longer exists.
Theodore mapes gone 3. Teddy bears. And there's a weird feeling at arriving @31. To live in Little nemo On H.b.o. 5/6

2015/16 (->Season6: Apt 16. (Anna's apartment))



s.

still mourning Gunnar Agerholm 2009 from HOME 275 Lakeside Drive Faifield, Connecticut

I film the ghosts with my Android log it if you can see Ghosts you would know what I mean. I don't really have a choice. Neon Bible to you.

Youtube.com/forecastmazyfilms


7 Years D.v.x. 100B gone...


-Little Nemo
levels

youtube.com/forecastmazyfilms. BLACK MIRROR

Trashy creatures think of something goes wrong it should go wrong for me. Well much Ghosts can return me to people.

Youtube.com/caitlinrodriguez1214

Heatg ledger gets it He's apart of my Ghost world.


fearsexdream.diaryland.com

Fashionoccupy.blogspot.com

I guess no 9 to 5 t.v. room. On LiTTle NeMo on H.b.o. we leave faggot shelter 25 to get to next thing.
@31 I hate the creatures who are seperate from Ghosts even though their from "Time bandits"

I hate things that talk to me. I hate living here and I hate the B.r.c. for stealing my Adderall. Mastronardi mansion. Words do not come back to you IN LIFE


B.t.t.f. 2


Hoverboard.

#Rosicrucian -> 7 years Rose for 9 .44 calibre Killer productions

@31 ghosts stick their fingers in my mouth to try to stop me from typing. I wasted 7 years to give birth to Little nemo on H.b.o. I don't even know if I want the afterlife to be real anymore. I'm on Season:5 back to the future 2, it's all a shame. Kitty genovese and me go on adventures. I'm stuck at a transitional living shelter. I practice magic and am Rosicrucian ->

(D)imension.Ghosts.Computer.follow.me.fill.in.blank.spots

I program my life in Chaos magick. I have to manage my Ghost world as a Rosicrucian. Even if you don't pay your dues you are STILL Rosicrucian. Anybody interested in Meta-Physical wanna help LiTTle NeMo on H.b.o.

B.e.t. bad SHELTER T.v. 2015

this is programming

After graduation -> T.v. show continuation (2) Today.

I arrive after graduation to this timeline I didn'T know they (2) were Ghosts that LiTTle NeMo on H.b.o. was Ghosts. It'S SeaSon:5 . Less than a Month to Season:6 Apt.16

-Little Nemo
(Christopher Mastronardi)

theoccupyfashion.blogspot.com

Spotlight city of BosTon ghosts BOOONDOCK SAINTs Theodore Mapes 3 Years ago.

I don't (2) kbow why my (2) doctor fucks me on Adderall I told him I literally can't wake up without it and yet it does not deter on schitzophrenia even Though I read of others who were prescribed. Watching spotlight at 42nd Street amc.

Phillip seymour Hoffman is a ghost apart of team e(x)odus I'm at the Hunger games.

there's a map and a format. Gunnar Agerholm 2009 r.i.p.

I don't understand how I got to this (D)imension Act:2

Chinese mafia 2016

Demi moore for 2015 president. TRUMP still personal advice giver. The Daily Show circusing

I'm just going to keep summoning Ghosts until my life is better. A kid at the shelter died for summoning a demon for an angel. gotta get azazel right. my doctor is fucking trying Strattera instead of Adderall so my life (2) is over but I have some pill left. I live in shame at transitional housing waiting for my section 8 apartment with my fucking 8 bachelor in fine arts from manhattan's School of Visual Arts which is still the only place I call home 7 years later and into the Ghost world of bar manager and my lesbian friend Kitty Genovese. Ghosts took me from my friends and now I just make Little Nemo on H.b.o. art work to restore OUR Ghost World


-Little Nemo
(Awkward)


Apart of Occupy Wallstreet
I decided to promote on twitter to connect Chaos Magick and internet for all these years of newspapers.
I am enjoying british television The Skins
I like their Arcade Fire promo.
The Arcade Fire is my favorite band STILL in 2015 this fucking back to The future 2 year.

6 Years PRO(D)uction. For 7 years I have lived in Ghost World. In act3- they will be returning to people Act1- S.v.a.08 cocaine HERMETIC alchemic no-die

I hurt all day because of another (D)imension. nobody believes in this. I just need my pill this housing is nevet coming msi is a illumanati masonic band I am level "Royally Fucked"

Apart of Occupy Wallstreet is Little Nemo on H.b.o.
At 31 I wake up in another town...

The Neon Bible movie from Act1- You won't make it to the LIVING N.y.u. after headaches we have HANDS that feel like cum... It's Not T.v. It's H.b.o. 2007 /15 -> -> -> ->

Now I'm old out of money without a camera and I don't know what to do.

@31

youtube.com/forecastmazyfilms

I am still 24 on Pause turning 31 through (2) Chaos Magick art

This is sadly literal this title. And I don't know what to do when i turn 31 but I talk to an alternate (D)dimension of Beau.

Apart of Occupy Wall Street

Little Nemo on H.b.o.

@S.erial E.xpirment L.ain


I miss the 86Th street Fashion + Media club of Occupy Wall Street .....

<3 S.v.a.

@31

Back To the Future 2 is on Anna' Gripentrog my ex-girlfriend's birthday

I am linking all my Profiles in C'haos Magick to all the notebooks I made throughout the YEARS especially my Bullshit days off Adderall and linking everything. The doctor is scared or something and gives me strattera like the hands would contradict Adderall but it's the only thing that's ever helped me. Rhisperdol is helping w/hands. You can call me at 203-909-8766 if you want to sell Adderall (2) I am always looking. -Christopher Mastronardi


forecastmazy.blogspot.com


that's linking in the magick. It's like cyberhacking with the Happy Mutant Handbook in 2015.

I permanently use Williamsburg, Brooklyn 47 Metropolitan as the Address. Even though this place is bombed like my economy

I don't know 2015 is a Save point year for my Ghosts who Took me into this World 7 Years ago and are Still trying to pull the original world into this

I don't even think I exist. (2) can't type and still bringing things together with Chaos Magick. Talking to original (D)dimension  Beau. Moon + Scutter Season...

theoccupyfashion.blogspot.com

I'm in Ny, ny but I say always I'm in Williamsburg, Brooklyn. 2015 is a Save point year for me and my "Producers" of little Nemo on H.b.o. And Cliff Burton+Phil Hartmann too.

silvertiles.blogspot.com


forecastmazy.blogspot.com

Rhisperdol

Yeah (2) that's helping with the hands. Currently I can barely type. Doctor stuck me on Strattera.

-Little Nemo


(2)

Apart of Occupy Wallstreet


Rip Theodore Ma p es 2012

(3)


(2)

Rip Gunnar Agerholm 2009

(2)



Before Myst 3

S

I live in Shame and sin. (little anna) marker point this for Chaos Magick I practice. 2015 S:5 H b o. 3 anna gripentrog MARKER MoMa Id.

215 e23rd street apt2223a1 new york, new york 10010

I used to live at this address and be a person now I live in transitional housing waiting for Section8 housing without cash for cocaine. A.d.d. lena Dunham.

Chaos Magi. Save Point season6 is 2016 l.n.o.H.b o.

boogaloo2015

michael Hutchence 1997

Inxs videos (2) YouTube (2)

Can barely type. Save pointing things. The hands are awful.

fashionoccupy.blogspot.com


@31

Please donate your old camera equipment to me. To support Occupy Wallstreet

Updating Chaos Magic in Nigger shelter 2015. (I voted Obaama sorta)

I hate each and every person at this shelter please God or rather .Government take them. Try praying to the Government that's real. I make chaos magick webs in my art and contact the dead as apart of my universalist rituals.I was tricked into a criminal record for stealing food before Occupy WaLl Street West Park Church taught me about Medicaide

Updating YouTube Chaos Magick.

I have died. I live in shame with awful niggers. I wish for death sometimes but i already misses the bullet at the shelter this week and some other kid died literally. I think the bedbugs kill you. Oh awful shame

Genesis

Genesis , Dallas, Texas 1997: Dc*Vertigo reader, Student Loan SUCCESS, e(X)odus TEAM: Living and Dead Angel/Demons The Warriors 2015: 

2016-2020 ReaflekTOR 

The Arcade Fire 

(X) hit accomPLISHED 

and we WERE just JOKING. (2) 

The Spiritual Chakras of The Chapel of Sacred Mirrors in The Suburbs era of Little Nemo on H.b.o. S.s.

The ghosts sometimes have an argument with me on what happens when I run out of my pill. Sometimes they pretend I am their hostage. I say burn the Ghost world like the federal government says. (2)





11211

J.c.A.s.

U.t.

(2)

Act:

I can barely navigate the internet. This is a help call for a sick film school graduate child-like entity affected with schizophrenia or what have you the disorder, I just call it schizophrenia but it's disabled me from Directing. Please, I long for directing independent films and extra equipment you have please send to:

Christopher Mastronardi
127 W25Th Street
Unit:4040
New York, New York
10001

...

Wet from the rain I live in this weird limbo between lives. I write to the spirits and the Masons and I search for my cure for schizophrenia. As I search for my way back to the film industry. Sometimes I think I should conclude my ongoing chat-with the -dead and just go back to the film industry and never speak out loud. But something has to come out of Little Nemo on H.b.o. One way or another says my Universalist self.

Condition

I can barely stay still in the Apple store. There's this feeling that there's some sort of hand up my ass. I'm running out of my pill, then I can't even move my body. Nobody seems to care, like I'm in an alternate dimension, that I can't RUN my body/even SHOWER without Adderall. What kind of reality am I am at 31, is it fear that I'll over stimulate myself??? (2)  (2)  (2)  (2)  (2)  (2)

Act:2 of the Never Ending Story

After the headaches beyond any pain I ever thought real, where I thought I was drafted by the Fairfield Military at 275 Lakeside Drive, there are hands that feel like cum that make me bite myself and caused me to loose (3) teeth. (2) I'm never making it back to people and am disgusted at this condition, yet I have a B.f.a. so there IS HOPE to return to the real world from the fantasy world (2) of Occupy Wall Street and Theodore Mapes crack. A ghost I think is now like my Al.
Alongside Kitty Genovese and Jean Baptise Basquiet

I promoted today I hope I don't get kicked off Google + or some shit.

Um, the Apple Store fear is looming...
s

Okay for (1) the Theme Song was No Cars Go for (2) It's Uma Thurman (The Arcade Fire/Fall out Boy Respectively)

I think for (-1) the THEME SONG is the THEME SONG for the POLITICS OF FEAR. IF you're wondering about the Ages of Little Nemo on H.b.o. I am 31 and have schizophrenia which I'm sure a pill can fix. I have decided to come out about this since it ruined my life and is keeping me from the film industry. I just want to return to the film industry. I'm sorry I hid it for so long, movies and portfolio ruined since I was hit my portfolio year. Yes, this sickness can come at random but I'm still stable with Adrenal. (2)  (2)   (2)

@31  

Always begging to replace my equipment.

Okay going to be kicked out of Apple Store. I am no longer a man. I just wanted you to know.

Please donate to me to fix this. So Occupy Fashion can thrive.

Existence

I don't even know how I exist. I am running out of my pill. (2) (2) I have to keep updating this stupid Chaos Magick religion so my mind acknowledges that I'm 31 from 24. What a horror. I don't understand how I can exist. It's a shame. I write at the Apple Store. I'm the 15 minute kick out person. Please if you can, donate to Occupy Fashion so I can get back to filmmaking.
Donate on paypal to Christophermastronardi@gmail.com

Pointless

Sometimes it's pointless to write I just put so much (2)    (2)    into my You Tube comments and the creatures are too much. I hurt.

chaos magick

My head spins from. (2)   (2)   adding my Chaos Magick religion together on YouTube.   (2)    (2)  (2)   (2)  

Donations

Please for my story read my past blog at theoccupyfashion.blogspot.com

I can't even type. The hands have me and the soul of Gunnar Ageeholm is involved and my original dimension (2)  father.  This is horrible please somebody cure me. I need help and meds.  (2)

Fun - We Are Young Oct 21, 2015 The day we go BACK, BACK to the Future (2)

It's not T.v. It's H.b.o. (2) to you. And what do you know, H.b.o. 2 (2) is the CHANNEL I saw A Clockwork Orange on. And that's the reason I went to film school, because I thought that movie was made in 1997 (2) (2) but alas, it was from the 1970s. And still very well MAY BE MY FAVORITE FILM. I can't imagine ANOTHER film at this point BEING my favorite. Oddly 'Creative Nonfiction' did not become that. 

Fun - We are Young, I live in this trauma of (1) at @31 (2) (2) I type from the Apple Store, I'm that guy with the MILITARY BACKPACK in the Apple Store. Soon I will have no pill to keep me still, the WORST of Nurse Tatcher for 2015 and a BIG BOO-LIKE A LIFE CANCELING one for the-B.r.c. 

I will never make it back to working for Lena Dunham level in life. S.s.d. (2) (2) will (2) (2) come through, that's the kind of thing that doesn't happen (2) in the world of Little Nemo on H.b.o. 

Atleast (2) I have (2) my pill today, to ATTEMPT IN DESPERATION to communicate to me. 

I pray somebody has my pill so I can live.

I swear to God, I'm from ANOTHER DiMENSION (because I never had SUCH problem FINDING something (2) so simple and stupid as my A.d.d. focus medication.) 

A.d.H.d. 

I remember this DREAM from (1) where I sleep AFRONT Domino Sugar in Williamsburg, Brooklyn and Michael Bloomberg and Chris Wielk appear. 

(2) But this never came to be and I searched for Caitlin Rodriguez all night that night, but never found her. And a voice told me, they CONTINUE onto the next (D)dimension in Silver Tiles, a 'FUNCTION' of Little Nemo on H.b.o. which I also wrote a novel about 

http://www.lulu.com/shop/search.ep?contributorId=318499

where my friends are like these ASTRAL ROSICRUCIAN SUPERHEROS with a LOU REED WILLIAMSBURG, BROOKLYN EAST-VILLAGE magic thing going on, but on H.b.o. 

Like the kind-of-thing (2) - you'd (2) (2) think Michael Bloomberg would have invented. And with Harvey Weinstein on H.b.o. and you know Howard Stern (2) would be a producer in this world. 

(1) Was a TRAUMA to TRUST and PUT ALL my money in (2). And in the end they turned out the be Ghosts @31/voices of schizophrenia (THERE IS NO DIFFERENCE IN MY WORLD, BOTH CAN BE FIXED BY THE DROP DEAD FRED PILL). But my schizophrenia or whatever (2) (2) you want to call it isn't really all that dangerous, just STUPID to me BECAUSE (I) spent MONEY on it. Really it's only dangerous to me, since I can't remember THE NEXT thing I want to do, and in Screenwriting that PART of my mind is blocked, and I forget (2) the next thing/last thing I did. 

And I have some sort of condition/that SMOKING cigarettes now make me INCREDIBLY TIRED and steal some portion of my intellect. My pill fixes this so I can MANAGE/and then find my way to my DOCTOR to cure. Otherwise I am just crippled without my pill. (2) 

I shake sometimes and feel hands as cum inside myself. I don't literally cum, i feel them as cum. I am incredibly embarrassed and (2) did not mention this for years. But once I told my ex-girlfriend, there was no point in hiding this ANYMORE. And it looks like, Student Loan people/DOCTORS in this dimension don't get along or care, because I will still have to work a job no matter what. 

It's been a good run at the Apple Store, I used to believe I'm hiding from PEOPLE living like this and never QUESTION Little Nemo on H.b.o. (2) but you know -soemtimes-people-don't-act-rational-they-just-think-they're-on-T.v. 

Soon I'll be down to (2) just writing on the Android and I hope I'm @31. I know it's not YOUR fault I became Little Nemo, but you know I had to keep making art even if I can't think and my INTELLECT is blocked by the DISABILITY. (Which it is). And I tried working for Natalie Portman (2) (2) before and I get this WAVE of ANXIETY when I talk to people, I mean atleast on Adderall I can handle, I've been (2) on (2) NasDeq: NEMO (BASQUIET/KEITH HARRING SAVEPOINT) (MIKE BLOOMBERG 2015 SAVE) (OCT ANNA'S BIRTHDAY) (REGINA 2015 (2)) -and you know, I know (2) won't feel okay UNTIL the STORY is on the INTERNET. 

I cal the Manhattan Masons for HELP (2) EVERYDAY and I thank STEVE JOBS for this Apple ERA to write this. I know I'm pathetic and I know I FEEL SHAME everyday that I live. (2) It wasn't always like this, I had my own equipment (7) years ago before I put all my faith in "H.b.o." (2) in 2008. And here I am in 2015 today. Some days the seizure MAKES me say I will make porno like it pushes me to prime thoughts (porno meaning SEX) -but like this EVEN matters for HOW far away I am from people. 

And now I only have to Apple Store (2). 

And this 'Fun' song keeps REPRESENTING it. Like that (2) I DID GRADUATE, I can work in FILM damnit if somebody JUST fixes me. But now I promote my blog, and I put it up on Twitter. Maybe somebody will donate to my paypal 

(christophermastronardi@gmail.com) <-is the E-MAIL ADDRESS if you WANNA donate on paypal.com 

I desperately need your help. (2) Hell I named my own Ghost church with a title of P.m. Nirvana, that's how SERIOUS my world is and It;s (oct 21,.2015 (2)) run by my FATHER from my 'ORIGINAL DIMENSION' but I could never PROOVE this, but it's all true. Or i'm just a schizophrenic, but don't you believe in the mental and ghosts and Indigo Children slipping through THOUGHTS? You know Lou Reed ran into a fire in my world of Little Nemo on H.b.o. and made it.

(2) He always wanted to do that. And Steve Jobs programmed it. 

(2) 2015 Anna's Birthday <- All of that is (2) <- Chaos Magick PROGRAMMING to UPDATE the YEAR for me. It's TEMPLE OV PSYCHIC YOUTH and Little Nemo on H.b.o. (2) SPECIAL which honors the GHOSTS that help me/hacker GHOSTS/THOSE FROM ANOTHER (DIMENSION) on Little Nemo on H.b.o. Manhattan Masons/Rosicrucians/Bill Gates from my Dimension (2) 'Who I always say 'continue to' and 'Microsoft' (2) N.b.c. (2) who helps me PROGRAM and helped in the caitlinrodriguezhusband.blogspot.com blog series (view the profile for the other BLOGS ) (2) in me BEATING Harvey Weinstein (2) . 

"Awkward" (2) Apple Store (logging) (5) (Before H.b.o. Girls (2) Season:5 During "Awkward Season:5 - Twenty - Fifteen - Lightning Symbol of 47 - and the Radiant Child - Jean Baptise Basquiet 2015 - hail S.v.a. ALUMNI": 

(2) 

These Ghosts (2) graduated with me. But I could never PROOVE IT, and I don't even have the CAMERA EQUIPMENT 

(2) 

to log the ghosts. But hopefully (2) you'll donate, see it fit to help me to log my Ghosts/Schitzophrenia/make Artwork. I mean fuck, Billy Walsh was Billy Walsh and my ploy (2) to you is I Occupy WallStreet and am a Universalist. 

(2) 

I guess I'm here, I brought my soul closer towards @31. 

I just fear now I will get my Google+ (2) profile ERASED, but they all (2) should't be LINKED and it SHOULD be (2) something like/I can keep going/and reach my way BACK (2) 2015 (2) towards (Anna's birthday) the film industry. This is like being a COMMODORE 64 Apple. 

I'm going to leave the Apple store before they rip me away from it.

(2) It's NOT FAIR to (2) have a TIME LIMIT when there's so much I WANT TO SAY before my PILL is STOLEN from me. 

Thanks for enjoying my story of this weird 1.5 world (2) (In-between the Two acts of Little Nemo on H.b.o. in 2015 I feel). 

(2) 

I wanna fuck it up (2) 

(2) Rest in Peace my friend Teddy and WELCOME To my world of 47 Metropolitan Avenue in Williamsburg, Brooklyn where me and the GHOST kids are (2) always FREE to search for my Medication for the Future of Christopher Mastronardi's RELIGION.

(1) At this point I think I am being EMBARRSEED by H.b.o./being FORCED to see my Biological father on Little Nemo on H.b.o. with some sort of chip/U.s. government machine of SATELLITE that tracks me/to keep me OFF/from really BEING myself/using my REAL INTELLECT. So I look like a REGULAR kid (2) that had to go see his father. This is in (1). I walk around SINGING because on H.b.o. with The Arcade Fire (2) I'm supposed to make a band. I am 23, and this year is RUINED by seeing my BIOLOGICAL father on T.v. Maybe I lost CONTACT with my ORIGINAL (D)dimension
(2)
But (2) It's voices that made me see this man, and NO VOICE INSIDE of me would ever say go SEE the man who beat my mother. On T.v., they have me see (2) my biological mother, I don't really know why, as though it's re-meeting. At this point I was pretty much done with her, she betrayed me for a man she was going to marry. And had re-married actually, and TRIED TO KILL MY CAT IN THE KENEL TO MOVE TO FLORIDA. I couldn't even focus 2004 (2) because of this (2) and I had to ASSURE my cat MY CHILD/MY ONLY FRIEND/MY ONLY FAMILY was SECURE before I could continue at The School of Visual Arts and date Anna Gripentrog, who's birthday matches the Back to The Future (2) year. (2).

But it's 2015 now. And my faith in ANOTHER dimension UNCOVERED by the ROSICRUCIANS has left me without cash, homeless and at this thing called the B.r.c. as I debate if I should go live on a train or not, as I struggle to throw up my ENTIRE story at the APPLE STORE and FEAR my Google+ Profile will be deleted for promoting.

And all my years of artwork I cannot re-do.

I can only LIVE my high school (reliving) through "Awkward" using the REST of my ADDERALL to stay up, keep up. I had a chance when I had my 2 doctors, my A.d.d. is REALLY BAD and I need IR and XR. Now that the SHELTER fucked me I will never make it back to the film industry, I will never be ABLE to cure SYMPTOMNS only I know how to cure/seem to know WHAT they are. Each DOCTOR reacts (2) in TRAUMA when I tell them the MOST EMBARRASSING symptoms I have ever though TO EXIST TO MAN.

I have though to tell my blog, after on my friend (2) Tim (2) Willis' birthday who was (Genesis: The Angel/Demon from Preacher - Reincarnated in my childhood religion where I am his brother/the Angel/Demon E(x)odus; a RELIGION where Michael Hutchence (2) was KILLED by Bob Geldof and apart of the same mode of INDIGO CHILD As me, an E(x)odds Model alongside Chris Farley and Phil Hartmann (2) who was killed by his wife, there are others but it would require MEDITATING and APPEARS in my mind like Street Fighter 2 map with meditation that would REVEAL them/the country (2) like The Tomorrow People if they HAD that show in 1998 live from Fairfield, Connecticut's Crane Street, where I thought I was angel/demon; until my MOTHER went to jail and I realized I should have been studying how to SMOKE POT properly/to become social with my friend Jeanette Romenello-I later write about this in my novel Fairfield, Connecticut http://www.lulu.com/shop/search.ep?contributorId=318499 ).

I played Tegan and Sara - Closer to this. In my world I speak to the alternate Dimension of "Awkward" IN my ORIGINAL world, where the people aren't actors. It's hard to call what's schizophrenia when I have a RELIGION of Universalism.

(1) I still live in this horror this traumatized HORROR of the PAST and of these days that I can't express QUICK enough on my ANDROID that I keep thinking is Publishing (2) on the Google+ account I fear will be taken away.

I don't even know which blogs would be safe at this point. And it's been years (2) and nobody will give a shit. Maybe joining the Rosicrucians make you Psychic, and (2) I'm (2) sorry for the FUTURE when I write without Adderall and can BARELY right but just try to stay valid. The blog is ALL I have.

If you want to know more back story there is always
theoccupyfashion.blogspot.com


<3 "Awkward" My favorite show since 1994's Quantum Leap. Don't you know (2) that ended and sop did Kurt Cobain. And that's a ghost I summon daily with Jobs. (2)

(1) Is hard to EXPLAiN at the APPLe store (2)

Nobody will care after (7) Years of my Schizophrenic story.

If you want a really good description in one of my PRIOR blogs check out

theoccupyfashion.blogspot.com 

I'm just trying to SAVE-POINT my life before I run out of Adderall. I cannot type when I don't have my pill, can't EVEN THINK LIKE ME, I move slow and REALLY SUFFER in this B.r.c. SHELTER of DEPRESSION and just have to make my way BACK TO MY PILL. I have to find a new PRESCRIBER, a NEW DOCTOR. I have to DITCH this NURSE TATCHER WOMEN, assure that (2) these people are never speaking to me. 

Hell, at this point (2) I have to COUNT the amount of DAYS I did/or didn't sign in for my STUPID fucking bed, in FEAR that I'll be the THROW away of the DAy. And you can come back, nice fuckers (2) (2) to the shelter after they throw away your stuff, (2) but now YOU have no clothes and well, DON'T CHANGE is theIR common CONCEPTION. Most of the people in the place don't shower, I have DONE NOTHING in life to DESERVE living in this sort of place (2) and am THINKING of RETURNING to CouchSurfing. 

Of course, this INVOLVES speaking to people and I fear what my conditions have gotten me to. 

See biting my hand and shaking (2) keeps me from people a bit. And LIVING in shame. 

I have logged my life, in Matt and Kim Albums. Albums, to logg my schizophrenia. (2). An album for sanity, an album I purchased with my friends, that ABOVE my Bed in BROOKLYN I literally ENACT, in FEAR of the voices, not KILLING-MYSELF-BECAUSE (2) of a note I wrote to Caitlin Rodriguez-Who YEARS LATER would be the MUSE to MARRY (even though I didn't think I was talking to people-I still thought I had a WORLD FORTUNE). It was SO HARD to (2) (2) make it through (1) one that SURELY like I was told, I was the richest man in the world, as a result and payment for GRADUATING in the PAIN I did. But I was just in pain, and I don't really have family, and I pushed AWAY my ADOPTED family the Guptas (who I STILL LOVE, AND IF YOU EVER READ THIS I LIVE FOR THE DAY I CAN MAKE YOU PROUD-AND RETURN TO 120 Buck Hill Road. ) And I assured I was on cocaine because I was on T.v. front The School of Visual Arts (my art school) and The Pratt Institute, and I WAS REPRESENTING art school. And It was supposed to be like the Rock and Roll High School, but with my Biological father and on H.b.o. (like my DADDY returns-and it turns out-I love him front my (2) art school-and then I go to live with him-and DIE-like my ART SOUL dies- like my ex-girlfriend from childhood @F.I.T. Christie Cummings (2) (2) and her fate. She had a child most recently, but that's not the point. The point that one of the RANDOM plotlines in Little Nemo on H.b.o. in (1) was I lose my ART SOUL, because my DADDY who I said I'd never see-I saw-and he loved me). And you know, in the WORLD I live in IN-BETWEEN (D)dimensions I almost died at Palmetto Road, almost got ERASED, because I put on a show with SOMEBODY (2) from the government, in Little Nemo on H.b.o. which is where all my creative Adderall ideas come from, and all the stories of the PREVIOUS blogs.

And it all just comes down to (2) when I want to face the next even, Panhandling, or to GET my memory fixed, if I get tricked INTO-in-patient, and I have NO IDEA how long that takes, so I can get to the next level. BECAUSE I CONSIDER (2) my life in LEVELS and will call this LITTLE NEMO ON H.b.o. no matter what. 

(2) even if I get tricked off my pill. 

Even though the whole point is my ex-girlfriend Anna Gripentrog called them Candy. 

Fun-We are Young@31 I face my School of Visual Arts 2008(2) GRADUATION condition of Little Nemo on H.b.o. and the DAMAGE the CONDITION of trusting the GHOSTS in (1) has left me.

Save point of Anxiety at Apple Store. 

Please DONATE so I can make films again. 

Metallica - One [This is Little Nemo on Home Box Office Season 5; Like the Same Season level as in H.b.o. Girls. When in Season6; No Doubt - Twenty, Sixteen; they will PREMIER SEASON;5 in H.b.o. It will be February. A month that was James Hughes BIRTHDAY (2). This person has been a muse in my world.

Yeah that James Hughes has been a muse in my world. 

I flash back to the end of (1) when (2) started, when I run out of Adderall. I thought I had GRADUATED as Jesus Christ Art Star. I thought EVERYBODY saw me DOING COCAINE on H.b.o. This was THE NEXT REALITY T.V. SHOW AFTER THE SIMPLE LIFE AND FEAR FACTOR; a T.v. Show where you see the INSIDE of one ARTISTs MIND/AN ART SCHOOL STUDENT FROM THE SCHOOL OF VISUAL ARTS. CHIP FROM THE SCHOOL OF VISUAL ARTS/APPLE COMPUTERS. SOMEBODY MONITORED OFF THEIR BLOG BEFORE THEY WERE CHIPPED.

Off forecastmazy.livejournal.com Somebody who was ONTO THEIR WAY of the next big hit 

(I still shiver at the Apple Store of being kicked out at this point). Somebody-who had an OPEN RELATIONSHIP GIRLFRIEND and was PRIMARILY (2) a PRODUCER. Somebody that would SIGN up for THEIR ART SCHOOL READING their thoughts. 

Somebody that could go to Nyu Stern/Tisch if their art school pissed them off and upset them SAYING THEY WERE ON ACID (2). Somebody who could bring Michael Bloomberg and Harvey Weinstein to that world and arena. Somebody that wouldn't question it, because the MORE TIME they waited to ask the PEOPLE who were DOCUMENTING them if they were DOCUMENTING them the MORE FOOTAGE there would be on THEM. They more famous they would be for the chip. 

I had a PREQUEL to schizophrenia in 2006 (2) where I thought my friends were in my room and punched me and put a chip in me. BUT IN ANOTHER DIMENSION THEY DID PUT A CHIP IN ME. (But that's all if you BELIEVE in Dimensions and care. Everybody needs a religion, some people think Christ is real and so is Sunday. I know it means Gwen Stefani (2)). 

I have NARCOLEPSY and sometimes I have REALLY VIVID DREAMS. IT got worse in my 20s, but Adderall cures it. Before I found the (2) pill I couldn't even get up, NEVER THOUGHT THE WORD 'FOCUS'-WAS REAL. AS in, I never FOCUSED on ANYTHING. And I'm a filmmaker. 

(2) So I never understood the cinematographers intentions. Could never relate to what my father was saying. My mother is a pure A.d.H.d. case, I'm (2) not sure if (2) she ever really reads, she seems not REALLY there, much like I felt before I found my pill. I never knew PEOPLE COULD READ, I thought EVERYONE just (2) (2) gave up. Like EVERYBODY decided to be rebellious because they COULD NOT get good GRADES in school (2). In High School I was WAITING to take pills, I smoked pot but 'Stood against them' because I knew I'd become ADDICTED, and was WAITING for the RIGHT YEAR. I always wanted to be vegetarian and (2) take pills. And so I found my way to being able to READ for the first time in my life out of my 4 year girlfriend Anna Gripentrog.

I will (2) never be able to tell you this story again. (2). 

And I really want to continue to the next level of Little Nemo on H.b.o. Even if I have this condition of biting my hand, it goes away when I stay away, which my medication helped with (AND STILL DOES) and I only feel SMOTHERED by SLEEP. My equipment is 7 Years gone, and my story is still in TRUAMA. I don't UNDERSTAND why I am being put to SLEEP, as the (INSTINCT) of the people at A SHELTER (it is not their job to give me MEDICATION, nor to TALK TO ME, nor to care WHEN I AM AWAKE.) There is nothing I hate more than sleep, and I have wasted HOURS sleeping in Little Nemo on H.b.o. 

If it wasn't for little anna the Ghost in (5: Season 5) my world, I'd never have a chance or be happy. 

At times I have things, not voices, but things that talk to me and attempt to trap me in a word trap. 

I swear to God, I don't understand why this FATE has happened to ME. If I had housing by now, I wouldn't have a problem. There's (2) an ENTITY that tries to RESTORE me to my MOTHER/FEMMINIST beliefs and viewpoints, and has CANCELED out my BIOLOGICAL FATHER in the (living) dimension and world of Palmetto Road in Bridgeport (2), C.t. from being a place I can go to, to get ERASED. In another DIMENSION they could LOCK (2) YOU AWAY FOR SAYING THIS. But you don't KNOW if the shit I'm saying is CREATIVE, I have the CHARACTER :MIKE. Before I had Kade (2). And it's a long whiles before I ever get to being CHRISTOPHER MASTRONARDI (2) (2) in Little Nemo on H.b.o. 

The (2)'s are like UPDATING my mind like an OLD COMMODORE 64. I AM SCARED OF BEING KICKED OUT OF THE APPLE STORE AT ANY MOMENT B.T.W. (2) 

I Wish I didn't let this fucking kid steal my Laptop all these years ago. I'm amazing I don't PANHANDLE for the fucking $. I've given (2) up a long time ago of being apart of NORMAL people, I mean I bite my hand and I can't say if anybody I knew from S.v.a. (7) (2) would SEE ME PANHANDLE or if it'd even matter anymore. Or if that'd even stop you from HIRING me in film. I need a job (2) in film, and REALLY this DIDN'T MATTER before (2) I don't know why It'd matter now. (2) there is a little mentality in my world where I'm supposed to be scared. (2). Like a DOCTOR could see me, but REALLY that doesn't make any SENSE or DIFFERENT (2) they serve Homeless people at the Metropolitan Hospital. (2) I'm scared to see my old doctor, because she HATES IT when these B.r.c. people call her, and I'm SURE (2) would have dumped (2) me (2). 

The Two's really add me to the current year. This is apart of my Chaos Magick/Universalist RELIGION. THE ART REALLY AFFECTS ME. I don't need to CONVINCE you of this nor would I want to. I sort of have to do this, and spent so much time on the street TOUCHING certain points of Manhattan on certain levels of Adderall for magic, I don't know why I'd stop now. (This is not my Schizophrenia but my belief in MAGIC, as I am a UNIVERSALIST) 

Doesn't this seem like the NEXT reality show on H.b.o. (?)(

(2) 

Think back (2) to when (2) the Soprano's were just ENDING, before the WORLD was magic, and George W. Bush was the PRESIDENT DESPITE LOSING TWICE (2). In a world before Jon Stewart woke people up and shook his little (2) Jewish nose to make people care enough to SOMEHOW make Barak Obamaa my DREAM PRESIDENT the PRESIDENT (2) and AGAIN make my DREAM-DREAM president a CLINTON now the FRONT-RUNNER for (2) the White House. I'm scared (2) to even say (Nov (2) 2015) the WRONG thing and that they'll fuck it up in like magic or something, and end up with Brooklyn's BERNIE SANDERS. 

Gay's are FREE, and the BLACK MAN has won. Racism is over... 

I flash back to (7) Years ago. (2) I voted for Obama and the Republican party- in MY world, took away my MEDICATION. In Little Nemo on H.b.o. They run the show. And I'm a Democrat (well I made it back to the DEMOCRATIC PARTY which is the ONLY PARTY I KNOW ABOUT-AS THE SPIRIT OF WOMEN DEMANDS I NEVER BECOME REPUBLICAN.) (2) I talk to George W. Bush from ANOTHER DIMENSION in my world. (2). Remember- In my world the world sort of ended in 2008. (7) Years ago. 

Dear God...don't let them kick me out of the Apple Store. 

I have to blog, my way, back to the Film Industry, these days on the train OCCUPYING and such have to come out to be SOMETHING. GHOSTS-INVENTED-THROUGH ADJUSTERS (2) WITH JACK KEROUAC and the ORIGINAL Harvey Weinstein brought me w/Bob Weinstein this Occupy Wall Street. I found it, in the month (2) that (2) I found Adderall, I found a home for my Little Nemo on H.b.o. way of life. IF the FEDERAL GOVERNMENT didn't INVENT me this thing, I would have no way to SURVIVE as an ENTITY/ARTIST(2). I went there for Adderall and found Adderall, and my father's Eastern Bag Truck. I yelled "Fuck Bloomberg" (2) in L Magazine on Nov15,2011. I remember, remember the 15Th of November. 23,000 (2) (2). I was yelling at a Producer of Little Nemo on H.b.o. and Oppressor of my mind who ATTACKED me in MAGIC ON-my PILL During (It's 5) 

47(2) 11211(2). 

A.d.d. (2) B.r.c. (2). Sorry just doing a little red,red, wine Commodore 64 Mind updating. I can't be more COMPLEX at this point that a COMMODORE 64. 

I had a whole journey with this man, who I still hold as a HERO of EFFORT,despite there being no way in cinema ETHIC i can EXPRESS this to Michael Bloomberg. Even though the STUDENT LOANS, I lived off of were from the Democratic PARTY. Because, it was him who PROVIDED my School of Visual Arts experience. 

Save Point 

(2) 

I swear to God I once saw a guy from Architecture in Helsinki under the Mason lodge where the N.j. Transit meets 23Rd street in 2008 when I started my (7) Year journey after (1). Camping out and all. And in my kind of world and show you can summon the Masons of Manhattan and THEY ARE REQUIRED RUN MY WORLD IT CANNOT-RUN WITHOUT THEM. LITERALLY. 

Save point. 

Oct21 Bag. Train. Pill. Chat. Apartment. (2) (2) 

2012- Thedore Mapes (2) My roommate who's now a Ghost I talk to in Little Nemo on H.b.o.

Theodore Mapes is a Ghost I now talk to who's cold hand signaled the end of my time at the West Park Church. I have a little Adderall in me now, so I can attempt to express to you MY ENTIRE LIFE.

I used to spend a lot of time in Williamsburg, Brooklyn drawing thinking that I was on an art marathon and my career rotted. But I thought I was being loyal to the Mayor of New York, and in another world THIS IS TRUE, in ANOTHER DIMENSION. Like Stephen Hawkings type of shit. The entities I now call Ghosts in EARLIER Blogs of Little Nemo on H.b.o. I logged as entities/people I have names for like Harvey Weinstein, who I thought talked to me via a chip I got in Hell's Kitchen in 725 9th Avenue (2) Apt 3D New York, New York 10019
(2) Two is my linking in Chaos Magick my mind from the trauma of GRADUATING and BEING in SCHIZOPHRENIA and thinking I'm on T.v. and spending all of my money.
I'm just trying to reflect on 7 Years Ago.
It's a little kid kind of thing but in MY WORLD it's like Series-7 of my CREATIVITY. Sometimes I think in the night BARING GIFTS came another U.s. Government from another (D)dimension.
That I was to ENTER with
youtube.com/forecastmazyfilms

and

youtube.com/caitlinrodriguez1214

and

forecastmazy.blogspot.com

and

silvertiles.blogspot.com

and

theoccupyfashion.blogspot.com

and

caitlinrodriguezhusband.blogspot.com

and

myspace.com/williamsburgskittles

and

myspace.com/little.nemo

Like I'm supposed to make my way BACK to my STATUS when I joined the Rosicrucians in Equipment. And I'm in a  PANIC to write this ALL in the APPLE STORe. BECAUSE YOU wouldn't care about my Schizophrenia from years ago. Only nowadays does it really matter.
And some of my writing just Doesn't make sense.
It's just in making (2) this artwork- I shit myself, and MOST OF THE TIME OFF MY PILL I just can't write or FOCUS BEYOND the HANDS condition. This is something they don't discuss at the Shelter place I'm at (and if you're some famous Lena Dunham fellow or something who can HELP me - I know I go for my FAVORITE director first - but PLEASE somebody in the Ny, ny area that can job me in film/even INTERN me you will SAVE my life) -H.b.o.(2) <- that's all in Chaos Magic.
So I have what's left of (2) my script before it runs out, and this woman from B.r.c. has GOTTEN ALL up in my DOCTOR with 'I prescribe Chris Abilify and it's a BIG deal and whatever', this MEDICATION I don't really take and it does nothing, but make me sick. And now I can't even write, to describe to you MY CONDITIONS and my only chance is on my pill with what's left
(2) in the Apple Store. The second these people kick me out,-I am torn from my ONLY CHANCE to practice my CHAOS MAGICK religion and MAKE SOME INTERNET SAVE POINT for the NEXT TIME I GET a SCRIPT. These Brc people, I talk to-they DON'tCARE THAT STUDENT LOAN PEOPLE are coming for me- and I need a job. They don't care without my pill I SLEEP 20 HOURS A DAY-they don't care I'm 31 and APART OF THE FILM INDUSTRY with a B.F.A. FOR A MANHATTAN ART SCHOOL. My, my these fuckers DON'T get that THEY'RE ONLY THERE FOR SECTION (8) HOUSING and that I'm not APART OF THEM. When
(I write this PRAYING the Apple Store employee does not RIP me away from the computer)
I tell these people I have ANOTHER DOCTOR I'll feel better. (Unless Nurse Thatcher tries to get me sent away saying what I say to my REAL DOCTOR, well, makes her want to see, if I'm okay, even though she's been fired as my doctor-they can see if bum-bum is okay at baby shelter, and for any reason, because they love having the body filled in the shelter and have it say 'hospital').
Hospitals don't actually cure me, OUT-PATIENT DOES because I work EXCLUSIVELY with ONE DOCTOR and wait for him to GIVE me the real pill.
I do not like the way these people talk to me or that they DID this to me before for telling their STAFF to fuck off (lock me in a hospital for a week.) -It's a place where you get tofu, but you're locked up and it's scary if they don't give you a date-and they DIDN'T GIVE me my pill. I don't understand what is confusing that the first thing I would tell you if you're a doctor is I've been PRESCRIBED to Adderall for a DECADE. This only helps ALL my symptoms and I've read of many with A.d.H.d. and schizophrenia on the internet who take ADDERALL in ADDITION to another medication.
I'm just trying to get the other medication down.
Like, in ANOTHER dimension, this was not a big deal, this very simple A.d.H.d. medication.
I feel like I'm in another dimension.

I swear to God, sometimes it sounds Crazy right? But in my personal Universalist RELIGION I am from another Dimension, in my personal beliefs, sometime between 2006-2008 I ended up in ANOTHER DIMENSION.
H.b.o. (2) And you know in ANOTHER DIMENSION I probably was on H.b.o. and pre-documented in 2006 (2). And H.b.o. probably did read
forecastmazy.livejournal.com

In another (2) DIMENSION I wouldn't have to worry if my Google+ Profile is going to get ERASED.

I can't retype-what I type. And I've hit a sort of top level in my world, as I add the years together.
In this Dimension I'm schizophrenic and lost my girlfriend (7) years ago.
In ANOTHER DIMENSION I PULLED OFF my Thesis year, and went to Sundance with my Cinematographer Sean Connell.

Now he's gone about (7) years. Taken from my schizophrenic belief that I was on H.b.o. and made artwork all day. -My schizophrenia is not something that's REALLY harmful or scary, just sort-of sad. Not the kind of thing you can-lock someone up for. But I'd still like to tell you my story.

Although I fear I will be kicked out of the Apple Store in a moment.
This is the most FRIGHTENING world to live in. I cannot tell these stories on my Android. Hell, I even think I'm singing onto (2) my wrong Google+ Profile that got threatened for PROMOTING.
I just wanted people to know I exist.
If I'm going back to the FILM INDUSTRY-let me WRITE me story on the INTERNET.
I'll take my Ghost Friend Theodore Mapes and Kitty Genovese.
Let Basquiet and Ketih Harring (of The School of Visual Arts (2)) Guide me back.
I am SO AFRAID of being kicked out right now, or that I'll press the WRONG FUCKING BUTTON and not get this post up. I've done this before, and I cannot re-write this (7) year old story.
Some days off my MEDICATION I can't even shower, hell I can't even feel or WAKE UP or live off my medication. I've crash landed in this hell of the dead, the B.r.c. on 25Th street, this AWFUL place of people who keep LOOKING at me and these black people that watch Law & Order all day. I talk to, sort of pray to my Biological father from my ORIGINAL (D)dimension in the shelter and state I'm in. In my CREATIVE WORLD he runs my Church of Ghosts, The School of Visual Arts Church of Silver Tiles. He's well endowed in Solomon Talismans that started my WEIRD DIMENSIONAL journey. Since 2006 (2). Since the inception in the skyline of Manhattan of the idea of Little Nemo.
Of Modern Day Magic, like The Craft, but REAL. The magic TOOK me in my BELIEFS. With a ghost that was following me from The George Washington Hotel. Masons' from another DIMENSION from a DREAM where the MANHATTAN MASONS also WORK S.v.a. SECURITY took me, and chipped me with Amorc.com (The Rosicrucians). And in my WORLD my father has tattoos (the greatest power of permanent symbol in my world) and KNOWS HOW TO RUN THIS WORLD.
He's a Ghost, invisible and the last person-that I ever would have summoned. But has known what to do with a thing where,another (d)dimension thinks I will die like "Hero of the Day" and a Universe Inside me will crawl out.
In my Universalist timeline, I was taken off my DESTINED PATHWAY and these MASONS have signed me up for this WEIRD (2) job and placement/IN THE WORLD(2) of replacing some sort of EGO-WIZARD-GURU-DICK-GUY(2) from another Dimension where the world is HIGHLY advanced and (D)dimensions aren't a big deal and PEOPLE watch T.v. through Crystal balls. But people are T.v. and T.v. is always REAL.

And somehow I have to figure out the REALity of our (D)dimension, maybe that there's (3) chips. I don't know. (2) This is a big (2) symbol of FAITH in my WORLD. I labeled everything forever P.m. Nirvana. So he will be well, if he dies, in my AFTERLIFE of Little Nemo on H.b.o. to rule, which he sort of did in the first place, since I was afraid to EVER SEE him ever again, VOWED not to, in my Chris Mastronardi (2) lifetime, because he was a MEAN father who BEAT my MOTHER and always  seemed REALLY OUT of it. But (2) I think they SIGNED him up for this as well, and took his INTELLECT. (2) So now he exists (2) off my School of Visual arts 2008 Degree. And we always have the movie (7) Series-7 and a S.v.a. Alumni Directed that and an EPISODE of True Blood Daniel Minahan, and well the more links I can get the better.

(2)

Save point BEFORE THEY KICK ME OUT OF THE APPLE STORE.

Please Don't delete my blogs Google+ (2) THURSDAY NIGHT (2)

This is all I can hope for I don't know if these two things are connected but this is really all I have left of my artwork. I have some of my meds in me so the hands are a bit under control. I have this condition that Adderall helps with, where I feel other people's hands as cum and see them as sort of droopy and sometimes feel them as warm, and soupy like being 4 and having chicken-pocks. This symptom (2) just appeared one day. I can't spot exactly when but I think 2010/2011, before that I had HEADACHES like I've never felt before, that felt like my mind was being ATTACKED from the INSIDES rabid RAZORS ATTACKING ME, throbbing like something for the Maxx but realistic and modern and apart of modern psychiatry. The voices APPEARED one day in 2007, if you think Schizophrenia is something that you can't get like the Flu, you're wrong. It can be cured like the Flu but a doctor has to give you the right pill, and you have to tell a doctor, (I've done my Google research). I had this for 7 Years that I had symptoms similar to schizophrenia, or something added to me A.d.d.
I thought about 7 Years ago I was on T.v. which was a symptom when I started to come down with schizophrenia. There is nothing I consider WORSE or MORE EMBARRASSING, I have never mocked more of ONE group of people than the schizophrenic people. I used to have a friend as a child that got SENT to INSTITUTIONS and I would never pick up the phone for him when he called me from the institutions. THIS HIT ME my thesis year of the School of Visual Arts. MY INTELLECT JAMMED from writing screenplays, and I distracted from voices. I had a NARCOLEPTIC LIKE REAL dream that I was implanted with a chip.  These were things I thought were TRUE, for me THIS JUST SOUNDS like the kind of show Christopher Mastronardi would sign up for (a chip in my head reading my thoughts, soundwaves and voices in GRADUATING from the HELL'S KITCHEN thesis, on H.b.o. 24/7 LIVE from 725 9Th Avenue Apt 3D New York, NY 10019 (2) ) Hell I even PURCHASEd Little Nemo in 3d (2). I didn't know Schizophrenia would APPEAR, and that all I would have left to CREATE in my ARTWORK (7) Years later was a blog about Schizophrenia and how my A.d.H.d. (2) SYMPTOMS would expand to WHAT I call schizophrenia. There is nothing more SHAMEFUL than these symptoms.
For my Thesis year I had ATLEAsT (3) Features planned, one in addition to PROMOTE for my friend Sean Connell, and our first visit to Sundance. I DID NOT think (7) years after my Thesis Year I would STILL HAVE not TAKEN my FIRST AIRPLANE RIDE. That I'd be this OCCUPY WALL STREET thing or that ANYTHING let alone SHELTER PEOPLE COULD take my away from my medication. I didn't know a SHELTER could send you away for having a rash (or ask you go to THE HOSPITAL) and that in conferring with my real CURRENT Psych, might come an in-patient VISIT in the FUTURE despite having an OUT-PATIENT psych if my PSYCH violates our CONFIDENTIALITY and the local B.r.c. Nurse Practicer becomes CURIOUS. (Such a thing-as this women-is her GOAL-since I've arrived her is I don't upset people in the night at 1AM at the nigger shelter because when I got here after losing my Bron(x) (2) APARTMENT after an H.b.o. Girls Season (3) Photo Shoot for Facebook.com/chrismastronardi.5 I upset somebody at the Shelter, got Punched at 1A.m. bit my hand and the worker at the shelter SET ME UP when I told her to FUCK OFF' and called the ambulance SAYING I was 'being volatile' - like as in I was LIFTING CHAIRS AND PUNCHING PEOPLE - That is manic. Not being away. I Was also on my medication, so B.r.c. Nurse no, like, medication. But Ability that makes me feel (D)epressed is okay, and NO, I may not mention it TO THIS WOMAN. I may not be CURED for sleeping 20 HOURS a day and have led to no conclusion for her to DIAGNOSE me anything than what I've had for a DECADE A.d.H.d. I will not talk to this woman about my condition of seeing hands as juicy or feeling cum in hands. With these people anything could mean another journey to the fucking hospital and a wasted week. ('Which is -CUSTOMARY-THEY-TELL-ME-AT this place to see if I'm okay.) I have no interest in SPEAKING to this person who claimed when they found my Medication, (my Adderall, the ONLY THING that cures me for a DECADE of ANY SYMPTOMS include my self-diagnosed 'schizophrenia' symptoms; INCLUDING being on a T.v. show)-that I was seeing 3 DOCTORS and COUNTED HERSELF as a Psychiatrist, when this nurse YOU HAVE TO SEE to get Section (8). (2). So no, I don't think I will be sharing with this bitch nor apart of this shitty shelter in Manhattan n for much  longer (down the street from the Mason lodge no less). I can't imagine a worse place to live, I was better YEARS ago before Occupy Wall Street when I slept on a train (thinking I was doing 24/7 artwork off my meds-by hand on Newspapers-thinking I was hitting some sort of landmark-and that Michael Bloomberg had people from his office-in BLACK TURTLE NECKS-picking up the ARTWORK I left-in order for it to be SOLD to the Republican party. This is back when I thought I was being a GOOD REPUBLICAN and making ARTWORK off my ADDERALL for the REPUBLiCAN PARTY. But off my ADDERALL I cannot formulate thoughts on REALITY. And so therefore, this was a bad idea when Schizophrenia first hit. Had I stood on my pill, I would have realized at the end of what I call (1) or my School of Visual Arts Cocaine Year Thesis of 2008, that I was probably CRAZY and talking to NO ONE, and admitted it in some time and GOT BACK to my DOCTOR to get cured. Probably as soon as I was willing to FACE IT to my ex girlfriend Anna).

At times I think of just going back to the train, or WHATEVER. I can't stand looking at these people's faces who stole my medication and the nigger dead of the shelter. All of which have NO INTEREST in getting a job. I am MISSING TEETH from my CONDITION and CANNOT get a job like this. Let's be honest, I'm stuck at ugly limbo. But I'm rather pissed about it, because I thought the dentist was a one day trip. Not a journey to FIX EVERYTHING in root canals and RECONSTRUCTIVE crown work BUT THE TWO FRONT TEETH (I)(2) need to get a job.

This is sort of Era (2), the 2Nd Act of Little Nemo on H.b.o. Where I come to and face MY OPTIONS and what's left of BELIEVING I'm on T.v. and what's in THIS FILTERED in to my Universalism.

It's not that you would care, I label it Schizophrenia. But for a Second, on what I require, IR and XR with my two DOCTORS (I could read again, I could Twitter, I was fixing this PAUSED EYE condition by watching Sex and the City and well on my way back to work). These people at the B.r.c. have STALLED my entire life, my REAL and PERSONAL LIFE. And you know, what my doctor that is dealing with my CONDITIONS he cannot fix the problems right away and over night.
I worry that one day this woman, this Nurse Thatcher will try to pry my conditions out of my DOCTOR and try to in-patient me to see if I'm safe for HOUSING. It's not that I'm un-safe, I'm a New York Intellectual and know when I'm OUT-OF-MY-MEANS and need Psychiatric help. I'm 31 and look forward to a CURE better than Seriquil which I think will make my phone go away. I'm getting Provovigil soon to try and balance this. This fucking MEDICATION might make it so I have to go to sleep at 9:30, because where I live in nigger shelter that's when they give you NIGHTTIME medication. It violates nigger shelter to not give MEDICATION, it violates nigger shelter to not see their NURSE THATCHER (unless you have your own doctor- then we'll see if she tries to talk to this doctor and pry info), it VIOLATES nigger shelter to not sign in for your bed nightly, it violates nigger shelter to be gone for more than (3) days(2)-the result is they THROW OUT ALL OF YOUR POSSESSIONS. PEOPLE TALK TO THEMSELVES ALL DAY AND STAND NAKED in nigger shelter, but it violates nigger shelter to tell them to stop. It violates nigger shelter, to DEMAND people stop smoking their k2 in the bathroom (or whatever that plastic smell is, I SWEAR TO GOD ONE GUY JUST SMOKES PLASTIC), you cannot tell people in nigger shelter to stop mumbling. You cannot tell people in nigger shelter, to tell the woman or man who hasn't showered in months to shower (so much to the point that you can smell the piss, cigarettes and shit across the room, to the point that you wonder what kind of LIVING dead live here), the man who touches beads all day will be mad at you and NEVER SHOWER after meditating all day with his weird Vedic beads, but will always use a tissue in TOUCHING anything. In nigger shelter, you cannot organize your clothes and everything MUST be stuffed into your locker. In nigger shelter, it is odd and untimely to change your clothes and shower. In nigger shelter, you are NEVER allowed to have your own medication. THEY WILL LOCKER SEARCH for this. In nigger shelter, they want you to be safe. This is NIGGER SHELTER towards Section 8.

Save point.

(2)

Getting Kicked out of the Apple Store (It's not T.v. It's H.b.o. 2015 for Christopher Mastronardi)

You DON'T KNOW WHAT THIS IS LIKE (2) It's awful. To be doing something and be KICKED OUT OF THE APPLE STORE. With a limited time-frame for my MIND because I live in this BABY shelter that stole my MEDICATION WOAH! Psychiatrist. Oh GOD they just CAME. It was like a GUNSHOT at the BACK of my HEAD there's no point in EVEN WRITING at this point, and it just PLAIN old hurts to let these people kick me out.

(2)

Anna-

I was once a man. And I had my OWN laptop, my own Manhattan APARTMENT and hadn't yet MOVED to BROOKLYN (would even HESITATE to VISIT Sean Connell in Queens). Now I am the Little Nemo thing. I write in the Apple Store with a military backpack like the other PIERCED OCCUPIER PEOPLE of the East Village. Sometimes I even walk by 104/106 Where (2) we lived a decade ago. I'm updating my mind in my ART religion with these little (2)'s. I'm doing stuff I can only do on an Apple. I cannot do this in 15 minutes, I cannot EVEN REALLY consider myself a man. I don't even know HOW I get the blog postings up here. I only have one CHANCE to write it. I have to go now, IN THE SHANE of the OCCUPY WALL STREET Universalist Kid, who uses the Apple Store to BLOG and CAST MAGIC. It's like being lost in the Lawnmower Man (2). Sometimes I feel like my SCHOOL killed me in (1) and that was Battle Royal (1) and now I live on the run in (2). From WHATEVER kicks me off the INTERNET or ENDS my story. I spent TOO LONG away drawing in Little Nemo on H.b.o. I can't explain, it takes more than the last 10 minute spree before the GUY comes back around and kicks me out. I miss my laptop and pray SOMEBODY helps me and DONATES so I get this shit. If I argue, I end my ability to use AN APPLE! (!) AN APPLE for FUCKS SAKE! (.) This is how my DISEASE DESTROYED me, that CURRENTLY I couldn't AFFORD $1,900 RENT. CHEAPEST RENT MANHATTAN EVER (!). I HAVE A BACHELOR IN FINE ARTS for FUCKS SAKE.

And I'll walk into something distracting me as I summon Manhattan Masons, Steve Jobs and Theodore Mapes from Occupy Wallstreet for help.

It's the year that your birthday matches Back To the Future day.

I am 31.

Comments on YouTube (2) HAUNTED (2015) (2)

I don't know where my COMMENTS go. And I'm COMMENTING all the time on YouTube. I mean I really told ALOT of my Life Story on YouTube and some of it can ONLY be told on YouTube. Although if it's REALLY IMPORTANT I'll bring it Back over here to the blog.
I try to create something that's like theoccupyfashion.blogspot.com
I could not create that again. I am running out of my medication.

I ALMOST LOST THIS ONE with a SLIP of the Apple Mouse. At any MOMENT the Apple Store Employees will kick me out. (2) And my only hope is my mother buys me an APPLE unless I want to Panhandle. Everyday I debate this, but think (2) I'm going to get S.s.d. or SOMETHING by staying still. My world works in levels I swear to God. And the hands that feel like cum that LEAD me to BITING my own hands usually RULE my writing. There's some awful smell, and no DOCTOR REALLY KNOWs what it is.

There are things that WANT to stop me from Writing. (2). They don't have log and talk to me like Fozzy, where usually I talk to very NICE ghosts. These things are MEANT to be IGNORED by God. I think in a moment where I spinned in a circle but was in pain, one of them sent me an Emojii that said it 'Loved me' not because it UNDERSTOOD that this is my last chance to tell the world that I'm ill and I miss my ex-g.f. gone for 7 Years, but because I spun in a circle. This is an image on my eye, you can call this Schizophrenia I see a doctor to fix this and for a long period of time I didn't want to admit this. But these CONDITIONs KEEP me from working and have led me to be missing TWO TEETH and AWAIT THIS to be fixed, in what's like ANOTHER DIMENSION of (d)dental care, WHERE I REMEMBER a WORLD you go to the EMERGENCY room and the OPERATE IMMEDIATELY to FIX YOUR TOOTH because, Nobody can work in SOCIETY WITHOUT TEETH. But in this weird world beyond my School of Visual Arts Atena Chickering Insurance, here at Health First I WILL BE AWIATING 'DENTURES', LiTERALLY instead of just IMPLANTS like anything NORMAL, my most LIKELY FUTURE is DENTURES and THEN working a job to replace the missing teeth with IMPLANTS. Even though my dentist says the INSURANCE COMPANY SAYS they will SAVE MY FRONT TEETH, I highly doubt this and SEE A FUTURE TRICK coming in. It's just the most likely POSSIBILITY for me. And instead of JUST REPLACING THE TEETH, we will be doing ROOT CANALS and STRENGTHENING teeth that WERE FINE before the DENTIST even TOUCHED IT. Instead of TWO TEETH SIMPLE REPLACEMENT, there will be TEETH that must be pulled because "they will not last". I will be some sort of ROBOTiTIC SHIT MAN THROUGHOUT MY 30s AS I FIND CASH TO FIX THIS. I WILL FIX THIS BEFORE I PAY BACK A SINGLE LOAN. IF I have to take out my PIERCINGS WHATEVER (Not that that even affects in all LOGICALITY) getting a job. I just mean WHATEVER, just give me TEEETH and I will wait to fuck.

I live in SHAME until the day my TEETH come in. Once a WEEK at the DENTIST. Sometimes, mass BREAKS, I would have STARTED THIS years ago when I was in cigarette smoking fetish training in the Bronx (for future fetish fucking) if I knew it would be like this. Let me save this BEFORE SOMETHING GOES WRONG AT THE APPLE STORE

(2)

It appears I have no written in this journal for 4 years. (Oct 21, 2015 is my Ex-girlfriends 30Th birthday. Now I'm in my FUCKING 30s. Fuck all 31.) March 23, 1984 is my birthday if you want to wish me happy birthday at some point. A 3/Rat/Aries is SUPPOSED to be a "PERFECT" Birthday for the CREATIVE ARTS.

I don't really understand at this point if my blogs are somehow linked to my original profile that I want to save or what? I think it's the fucking government or something. I Occupy Wall Street since Oct 2011 where I met Theodore Mapes. It's the same month I found Adderall from Anna Gripentrog in 2004, the medication that would save my life.
At this point it's Nov 2015, I'm trying to save my artwork and my life. (2) It's a quick run of a save point to save everything, and I need a profile that's not linked to my prior profile's and things. I don't understand how it became like this or if they say I'm promoting or something and link profiles I won't have forecastmazy.blogspot.com
(2) It will (2) just seep into nothingness like my film equipment.
I'm shitting myself that they're going to kick me out of the Apple Store. I think for acknowledging the StuPiDest creatures in my world I'm going to need something as safe as forecastmazy.diaryland.com

something as safe as
http://www.lulu.com/shop/search.ep?contributorId=318499

I don't understand how SAViNG my artwork got to this point. The government keeps everything the same for me, Get's me my PILL from MY DIMENSION and leaves me alone so I can make my way back to DIRECTING. MAYBE I HAVE TO DIRECT in order to SURVIVE. MAYBE I HAVE TO PANHANDLE TO GET A CAMERA AGAIN. (Facing the N.y.p.d. - and finding out if THEY ARREST for PANHANDLING unlike in Michael Bloomberg's era).

In my world there was hell, even almost an alternate mayor to Bill Deblasio. Which is a Democrat, and I'm back to this Party, and I couldn't even get off being apart of the other political party anyway, since the SPIRIT OF WOMEN said No and ended my Dimension @
725 9Th aVenue Apt. 3D
New York, New York
10019

and I STARTED REBUILDING THE ENTIRE  WORLD from
635 Bushwick APt 2D
Brooklyn, NY
(WILLIAMSBURG, BROOKLYN)
11206

This is REAL stuff to ME and it's so RIDICULOUS I just tell the STUDENT LOAN PEOPLE I live at 8 BERRYLANE CT. Like in my NOVEL because there's no point, I can't work right now.

I pray to God somebody, please IF you read this be kind and DONATE to me so I can replace my film EQUIPMENT from (7) Years ago so I don't have to live in fear of BEING KICKED OUT OF THE APPLE STORE (or ever have to see such a thing that makes me sick-the Library).

Occupy Wall Street.

Welcome Theodore Mapes the Ghost (3) years later to my world of Little NEmo on H.b.o.
Maybe I never Welcomed you Properly, the Queen is Kitty Genovese and I'm always calling for help.
And Currently, hiding at the B.r.c. avoiding - Panhandling , not believing /buying into Their LIE that I will get Section8 - housing.

-Little Nemo
(Sponge - Wax Ecstatic)